Today is my last day in delhi, as my holidays are over. . .now i need to get back at college. . .which is in andhra pradesh. . .bless me. . .but its not that bad place. . .i mean its open. . .which is good. . .but for the first time in my life i dont wanna leave delhi. . .everything has just gone right for the first time. . .from childhood it was nmy dream to leave delhi and go outside to study but i guess everything changed in the last three months. . .i have always been shy between people. . .but this time i was actually talking, i was able to converse with people without any problem. . .which helped me to actually talk to the girl i have been in love from past four years. . .for first time i rally felt like talking to her. . .we talked a lot in comparison to last four years of silence. . .but nw everything gonna change again. . .f@#k why??? i mean for the first time i was actually talking to her and now this shit comes in b/w. . .shez the only person i think about evrynight and morning. . .i usually don't wake up early in the morning but whenever my eyes just open i send her a good morning msg whether i wont be able to keep my eyes open to read reply. . .whether sleeping or awake shez the only one on my mind. . .i am only telling this here coz i knw she wont be reading it. . .i just want to express that yeah i live my life for you. . .i never really meant to love you, as you were my friend, but i just accidentally fell in love with you. . .
and this is not only because of her, i don't wanna leave, shez just one among the reasons. . .in past months i have found my life. . .or to say found a way to live it large. . .found old friendship again. . .and inherited some of my fathers prized possessions. . .which are really too close to me. . .and did i mentioned long lost friendship. . .it was the most beautiful part of these holidays. . .chao. . .will see you soon. . .