Running up that hill!!!

Running Up That Hill!!! Well I was just listening to this song, by Placebo. And every time I hear this song, it reminds me of the sad face of Ryan after Marissa's death. I must say they chose the filmed the song pretty well. Dark clingy room, Ryan sitting on bed with bandages around his palms still bleeding from a previous match, teary eyes. The look on his face really breaks my heart. I was really happy when Marissa died, but Ryan's face didn't let me enjoy her death well.
I mean I don't get it, why was he even sad, he and Marissa were over for sure a long time back. She got what she deserved. I mean when you date a guy like Volchek you are supposed to get some side effects.
But leave her. I didn't expect something like that from season one. It was so great from starting. I really liked season one better than any other season.
The whole Cohen family Marissa and Summer and then coming of Ryan into their family. The opening line of Ryan when he hits Luke saving Seth's ass in the diner saying, ‘You know what I like about you rich kids *BAM* NOTHING'. That scene was awesome. No it was beyond awesome, it was be-awesome!!
Then it was great when they were going to Tijuana saying they are going to a comic convention. Summer and Seth sleeping on the bed together fighting till the last minute and Marissa waking up in Ryan's arms. That was all mushy gushy stuff but I still liked it. But then they introduced that weird kid, I don't even remember his name now. Whenever things started to work out in those two some new character was introduced with some new kinds of weirdness, like that mental kid, then Theresa, then Johnny or Jamie(I guess) and last Volcheck. I didn't mention the random gardeners or mailmen or pool boys which came in between.
Well it was a series I must say according to news which got worse season by season and thank god they ended it. But I don't know why still I liked it till the end. o.O

I am no Superman!!!!

“I am no Superman”
This one line can save you from many problems. I would not be wrong if I say that it could have saved millions from the trouble. Just one line. Lets take history first!! Well I have no idea why many people talk about history first and then talk about present. Is it right in giving more importance to past then present. “I don’t know, I am no superman.” Anyways back to past.
Scenario I
Atlas is asked to lift earth on his shoulders. He could have easily said, ” I am no superman”. God would have devised some other way to hold earth in mid air or there would have been no earth. End of all miseries. Just one line.
Scenario II
Atlas asked Hercules to take over as earth bearer for a fraction of second. Had Hercules said, “I am no superman. I can’t do this”. Atlas would have died under the weight due to shoulder dislocation or something worse in the absence of that much required rest. Again earth falls down, rolls through the universe, hits some random star numbered XCVIII and boom! End of all miseries.
Scenario III
Somebody asked somebody, ” Can you make a atom bomb?”. The man in white coat replies, “What do you think I am..Superman. I am a scientist, I am no superman.”. NO BOMBS. Peace in world. We lived happily ever after.
Scenario IV
I am in shopping mall, girlfriend asks me, ” Hey honey, Can you lift all these bags?”. I have a look at the bags. Well if carry all these, mall would run out of supply. So I take decision. “Honey, I am no superman. Find one if you want one as boyfriend. “. BREAK UP. Single status is nice. Nice is good.

Scenario V
Aliens (Brothers of Superman) attack earth. Arnold Schwarzenegger has already died. Aliens ask for surrender. What will you do? Dig earth deeper and deeper for kryptonite or its homologue. I say, just tell one thing, ” We are no superman!!”. Aliens understand that we are useless, do their risk to benefit analysis. Board their flying bicycles and leave for next planet. Earth is saved again.This time without Arnold!!

Delhi Heights!!!

Well I was really having a good day. My semester ended three days ago, waiting desperately for exams. So that I can go home, my Delhi, I never thought that I would ever be the one to say this, but I really do miss Delhi. It just never occurred me before that I will be missing Delhi, those streets, my latecomer best friend, my nana ji, that little newspaper stand or that book stall, blue line(gosh how I even miss that), I miss my siblings,oh god I can give anything just to talk with them. I always thought that what I will be missing will be the sight of her desperately waiting for we two junk heads at the bus stop, and then telling me when I reach up to her, 'I swear I am gonna slap prat today' and then you give me that mischievous little smile that can send me to another planet.; but now I realise these are the things I don’t miss anymore. I used to but not now. Now I see you as a friend, thank god for that o:)

So I was telling I wanna go home, feel the depth of my mom's hug, my father's eyes shouting loudly,"mera beta aaya hai, aaj se masti shuru"(oh man I miss you dad!! You too mom!!), my brother's pat on my shoulders', my sisters' sarcastic comments, lol never thought that would happen. My 'tau' 'tai' believe me I practically owe my life to all these people, for making me who I am, for giving me a motive to live, for just everything.

I don’t get it, why people always have to realise importance of things when they no longer have them??? Just like Rachel realises she loves Ross when he was marrying someone else??? Why heathcliff did realise Catherine’s love for him only after her death???

Well life's so screwed up for sure. And above all these mood swings I have, they are just too freaking great!!! One moment I am happy and other moment I am sad just for no matter, thinking about the future, what that dark hole holds for me, and I start losing my control, what if things don’t go as I planned??? What if I fail everyone???

Well that’s the kind of stuff that bums me out.

 Well my laptop tells me its 3:42, with the voice of Louis Armstrong telling me 'what a  wonderful world '  it is ,i shouldn't even be awake till this time, have to present before a jury tomorrow morning by 10, but i guess that doesn't help.

i dont know whats in the voice of this guy, but he nearly made me realise what a wonderful world it is, but then music stepped aside 'To the end of line' by metallica. what are the odds of happening that??? louis opened up for metallica. lol.

well i guess i am gonna leave it here, get some sleep, have a lot of work for tomorrow.:)