I am quite new to this thing, so really I don’t know what this blogging is all about. . .I read somewhere it’s like online diary. . .And I didn't got the point. . .Why would anyone would like to share his/her daily activities and experiences with all the people of world. . .As in my views diary is something private. . .And why would other people even be bothered to read about your daily day to day activities. . .but I guess I was wrong. . .This thing can really help you in venting out feelings. . .Things which you want to say and can’t say can be expressed here . . . I think that was the reason of inventing it in first place . . .
so now I will start getting to the point the reason of starting blogging suddenly . . .
The reason is I am feeling too empty . . . It’s something you can’t explain, you can just feel the numbness of it. You want to talk to your friends about it but they don’t seem to get you, or are very busy in their life, or they would say I would call you later, but the moral of the story is that they don’t have spare time to listen to all of your nonsense.
In between one of these empty feelings I came upon to read this "De profundis clamo ad te domine", a friend of mine posted it on his profile, I was eager to know what it really meant, and I searched for it, to my surprise, the meaning of this prose was describing the same condition I was in, it meant "Out of the depths, I cry to you, Oh Lord."
It hit me hard . . . it was all I was looking for, a sign for help, and then I got it; I have to call for help to the big guy, the almighty. but I was not ready for it, as being a male, I have some ego issues, we don’t ask for help that easily, great personalities like us works on the principles of rocket, unless and until our ass is on fire, we don’t do a thing
But one thing i also knew, I know God won't give me more than I can handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much.., but at last i decided to keep my mind on straight track what all i need to do is to get some divine light, go the big guy for some help. and i think i am gonna do that, now onwards. Amen
